Monday, December 31, 2018

25. ABRAHAM LINCOLN AND THE KETTLE DRUM

ABRAHAM LINCOLN AND 
THE KETTLE DRUM
[There are places by the shovelful 
and they are filled with people and 
pickers and soldiers and sinners and 
gents who work flat on their backs 
and with derring-do they sit out 
eternity with nothing to do dressed 
in their finery their suits and last 
dresses and clothes chosen by children
for the last of those caresses but there's 
nothing to be done for they're crowding 
the lawn and so many people have 
passed us that the land of the dead is 
ten-fold plus vaster than the mere acre 
the living inhabit - Civil War Soldiers 
cry with Mesopotamians and the 
Chinamen scowl with Egyptians and 
African princes accompany Finns and 
Germans and Greeks and Hannibal 
I see plays cards with Socrates and 
Plato and there's nothing to be done:
'it drives me crazy all this crowding 
and clamor' and all I ever wanted to 
know was 'is there a graveyard for 
vegetable pickers?' but instead they 
said a mass for this guy out in the 
fields and they threw some dirt on 
his body as it was lowered into the 
hole and the stalks covered and hid 
the grave in secret and the foreman 
had one less to count that night one 
less bed was filled and he was short 
a man I'd guess but even if he knew 
what could he do because 'they fall 
like flies in this Autumn heat' and 
that's how I learned my lessons that's 
how I figured it out  -  reading books 
on the sloping lawns watching the 
workers pick peppers looking at men 
through their junkyard lenses figuring 
out girls while the brilliant sunlight 
shone through their slim dresses and 
left evidence of (at the least) what 
anatomy was and everything known 
to mankind (I would think) was alive 
in those fields for me to see and I saw 
(benediction of self 'Veni Vidi Vici' 
indeed) what I thought was Abraham 
Lincoln in person going down for 
his eternal flat rest still raw and 
bleeding but at peace (at least once) 
with himself - and the fastest growing 
field is the field of the martyrs' yield.]

Sunday, January 21, 2018

24. TUPELO FUNNY

TUPELO FUNNY
How it is it goes like this:
my thoughts about you are
sometimes not good, or at least
not so proper. Knowing what I
mean, hey, don't stay away.
-
Vacationland. Fat thinking in 
the sun. The most pleasing
moments of my life maybe
have just begun, and I won't
know, maybe, until I try.

23. DUE EAST.

DUE EAST
Coming in over the sea.
Just a pledge to always be me.
Salt-spray edges, a watery sea.
I don't know nothing if I don't know me.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

22. A FINE LOAD

A FINE LOAD
Rigorous as the delay was, the manservant
was longer, and harder to take. As in my old
Latin textbook, the first thing I learned  -  
'Maria cum servum ambulat'. Something,
it turned out, like, 'Maria walks with the
servant.' Approximately. I never knew
what it was all about. Did they mean
'slave'? Were they, perhaps, trysting
in the barn, or in the hayloft? My
young mind was all a'twitter.
It was all hard to take, even
learning that 'cum' here
meant 'with'.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

21. ICING ON THIS CAKE

ICING ON THIS CAKE
Sing a song of dense men:
One is a speaker in a house
of the dead. Another works
the foodline in Bangkok. A
third man reads from an ancient
illuminated book. The fourth
man was my teacher in waiting.
A fifth guy, I swear, he has always
been a warrior. And the sixth guy,
underneath it all, is me myself and I.

20. HEAVEN HAS A GESTATION PERIOD ALL ITS OWN

HEAVEN HAS A GESTATION 
PERIOD ALL ITS OWN
Kerchiefs of the sky are beckoning to me, floating down
a Bowery lane. The old tenements here are sparse with
their happiness, even as they try now to be giddy. The
New Museum has a store in its front  -  first things first
when you get to the moon. Run that air again.
-
Reproductions and pins and pencils. Art books galore  -  
probably any of that silly matter that never matters.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

19. CARMICHAEL AND JONES

CARMICHAEL AND JONES
I am waiting at the Mercantile Exchange; too
jagged men are smoking cigarettes beneath the
wooden shelter-roof. They look like huddled
refugees about to leave for another land.
-
I walked over to them to speak; I said 'what is 
the proclamation you were reading aloud this 
morning at the entrance?' They looked at me  -  
we all knew this was but an instant, and not 
some historic moment of memory. 'That was
our proclamation  -  we have started a movement
anew for the individual rights of free men.'
-
I wanted to say 'you do not need to do this,
you are here in America.' But I knew that was
not any longer true  -  men are in chains everywhere.
Tired and true, and unaware, but in chains.