Wednesday, June 2, 2021

THOR

THOR
We are all warriors when in wrath
we explode. We are all the guilt men,
for violence is merely the end of a war;
chimera, hoax, coaxing from within
the good the slow-fused volcano.
Then, a cover-up, a trend to hide,
and when we can we all have died.

NICKEL

 NICKEL
My sorrow, it's your ride touching.
Black cape on the solitude, and
baskets in the hay. My sorrow, it's
your dust blowing; kicked up on
the dried-out road. Rock fence
crumbling, old pond dried now,
marsh tree sagging. Branches
that hang. My sorrow, it's your
plea banging the forgiveness
drum, and, my sorrow, it's your
gaze hanging from the maple tree.
Someone has left a raft put on the
water. Who's come here? Where's
he been? Which broken window
lets the sun shine in?

Monday, November 16, 2020

Hawk Wind Three : Day's Closing

DAY'S CLOSING
On the street, wise Wall rose and,
busted, groped the sunning elves,
those gnomes of knowing, creeping,
searching for dead knowledge of
their loss or gain. And onto all of
that the wise Sun shone : On blinding
Sun, in nickel matinees and strip-tease
dances in the naked flesh of sordid day.
-
Tin-gray (and tunny), the lots of
auto-didacts were maiming themselves
and, suddenly stationary, were lining
the lunar nicks of running time.
Sensation. Mother of the maiden 
rhyme. (I can't do it, can't I, time).
-
Broadway whom I love; the gun-stalls
and the bookeries, the food and penny
arcades, the cheaps, the bordellos. Ten
dollars for a wet erosion; limousine,
blue neon scene. Dying heaps of the
caterwaul. I  -  and dreaming  -  see
the purple ocean harbor rise and
capture; twist, recede and spiral.
-
The violent pale faces of the crowds
seem screaming, Munch-like walkers
over a hooded bridge of time  -  no one
sees me knowing I am there with them.
A self-bought insularity keeps me.
always knowing where the other lurks.
-
Tell them, tell them, buying, as they
sell: There is no other, watching,
keeping counters' scores with a
whistle to admonish. Hell. Yet
they are all still living?
-
I shall light this smoke, and wait some,
to see the struggling dwarf depart.
-
Broad Wall weeps, as Maiden Lane
eyes the slick expanse 'neath rainy
skies, despondent, thrown, and deluged
now like rage across two fiery seas.
The nation throws in ships its wastes
along the worthless marine caverns
while soiled men bet their fortunes
on outcomes unknown. Awkward.
Thrown. Like dice, for years a'tumble,
revived, revised, alive.
-
Smokes the unknown ground, abreast,
its steam and subway groan; a running
subterranean fury kept disguised. Our
commerce rules the figured sky; the
numbers romp, the billions build. The
hordes, upon their sinking slopes,
descend in droves some mother ship
to master. Pealing, does not old, fair
Trinity let us know, by its manifest
of the graveyard dead, what worth
has any of this? Let us know now,
please : disaster, striking, striking.
-
Some scape; few trees. Watch the
snow descend, o'er the small park
of Man-King : Dollar; build, renew,
sacred arch; bold wall, again. The
dark eludes the fire. The fire eludes
the smoke; the situation's dire. The
crazy madman spoke.


Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Hawk-Wind Two : MORANO

MORANO
I, in want of cage and
broken, stumble,crassly
different, towards a
solvent piece of
never-ending light.
-
Now fade all those small
traces of what before
has capped my head. I
am alone in such a laughter
and delight, and  -  quick to
show  -  the solemn twist of
tight discord; the knot-wrist,
the tamed face, and, utmost,
the quick-muscled little bird:
-
Which falls to fires too soon
flying to recall the feather,
faithless, singed, yet flying
with a faith all the same.
-
I wish I had a line to keep, a
walnut-spray of silky gloss
walking blindly ever on. I 
wish that I could cover all
the wild extremes, yet, as
tightly to a toehold, become
what my eyes see.
-
I, tired, lean to turn and fall,
yet slowly, and as surely as a
force, still twist to rise anew.


Monday, November 9, 2020

Hawk-Wind 1: My Introduction

MY INTRODUCTION
In vast labor I comprehend
the rushung force of that
which time, in its rudiments
of strangeness, leaves behind:
White; the soft-decayed still
shadings which appear where
none before had stood.
-
I delight in such a tonic, drinking
my heavy fill and  -  as sated  -  
burst to lunge in a drunken frenzy 
towards the open sky above. 
Meticulous to a fault, I watch the 
lighthouse misconstrue the harbor; 
sacred ships smashing as they scatter
through their all-determined night.
-
And I know no other. I am masked:
A stone, asunder; broken, shot, and
reeling towards a death the likes
of which has never been before.
-
So, no one knows, no, nothing.
Yet I, in vast alliance with false
labor, comprehend my end and
see, yes, see, as only I still can.

Saturday, July 27, 2019

26. ANDIRON JELLO ARMS

ANDIRON JELLO ARMS
Tramp tramp tramp the bums
are marching. Mary Mattlegram
throws out cigarettes to the crowd.
It seems so late in April now, yet
so few things are growing or in 
bloom. We've decided, I've just
heard, to go to Maryland by bus.
That's OK for me, but don't try
feeding me no crabcakes see.

Monday, December 31, 2018

25. ABRAHAM LINCOLN AND THE KETTLE DRUM

ABRAHAM LINCOLN AND 
THE KETTLE DRUM
[There are places by the shovelful 
and they are filled with people and 
pickers and soldiers and sinners and 
gents who work flat on their backs 
and with derring-do they sit out 
eternity with nothing to do dressed 
in their finery their suits and last 
dresses and clothes chosen by children
for the last of those caresses but there's 
nothing to be done for they're crowding 
the lawn and so many people have 
passed us that the land of the dead is 
ten-fold plus vaster than the mere acre 
the living inhabit - Civil War Soldiers 
cry with Mesopotamians and the 
Chinamen scowl with Egyptians and 
African princes accompany Finns and 
Germans and Greeks and Hannibal 
I see plays cards with Socrates and 
Plato and there's nothing to be done:
'it drives me crazy all this crowding 
and clamor' and all I ever wanted to 
know was 'is there a graveyard for 
vegetable pickers?' but instead they 
said a mass for this guy out in the 
fields and they threw some dirt on 
his body as it was lowered into the 
hole and the stalks covered and hid 
the grave in secret and the foreman 
had one less to count that night one 
less bed was filled and he was short 
a man I'd guess but even if he knew 
what could he do because 'they fall 
like flies in this Autumn heat' and 
that's how I learned my lessons that's 
how I figured it out  -  reading books 
on the sloping lawns watching the 
workers pick peppers looking at men 
through their junkyard lenses figuring 
out girls while the brilliant sunlight 
shone through their slim dresses and 
left evidence of (at the least) what 
anatomy was and everything known 
to mankind (I would think) was alive 
in those fields for me to see and I saw 
(benediction of self 'Veni Vidi Vici' 
indeed) what I thought was Abraham 
Lincoln in person going down for 
his eternal flat rest still raw and 
bleeding but at peace (at least once) 
with himself - and the fastest growing 
field is the field of the martyrs' yield.]

Sunday, January 21, 2018

24. TUPELO FUNNY

TUPELO FUNNY
How it is it goes like this:
my thoughts about you are
sometimes not good, or at least
not so proper. Knowing what I
mean, hey, don't stay away.
-
Vacationland. Fat thinking in 
the sun. The most pleasing
moments of my life maybe
have just begun, and I won't
know, maybe, until I try.

23. DUE EAST.

DUE EAST
Coming in over the sea.
Just a pledge to always be me.
Salt-spray edges, a watery sea.
I don't know nothing if I don't know me.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

22. A FINE LOAD

A FINE LOAD
Rigorous as the delay was, the manservant
was longer, and harder to take. As in my old
Latin textbook, the first thing I learned  -  
'Maria cum servum ambulat'. Something,
it turned out, like, 'Maria walks with the
servant.' Approximately. I never knew
what it was all about. Did they mean
'slave'? Were they, perhaps, trysting
in the barn, or in the hayloft? My
young mind was all a'twitter.
It was all hard to take, even
learning that 'cum' here
meant 'with'.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

21. ICING ON THIS CAKE

ICING ON THIS CAKE
Sing a song of dense men:
One is a speaker in a house
of the dead. Another works
the foodline in Bangkok. A
third man reads from an ancient
illuminated book. The fourth
man was my teacher in waiting.
A fifth guy, I swear, he has always
been a warrior. And the sixth guy,
underneath it all, is me myself and I.

20. HEAVEN HAS A GESTATION PERIOD ALL ITS OWN

HEAVEN HAS A GESTATION 
PERIOD ALL ITS OWN
Kerchiefs of the sky are beckoning to me, floating down
a Bowery lane. The old tenements here are sparse with
their happiness, even as they try now to be giddy. The
New Museum has a store in its front  -  first things first
when you get to the moon. Run that air again.
-
Reproductions and pins and pencils. Art books galore  -  
probably any of that silly matter that never matters.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

19. CARMICHAEL AND JONES

CARMICHAEL AND JONES
I am waiting at the Mercantile Exchange; too
jagged men are smoking cigarettes beneath the
wooden shelter-roof. They look like huddled
refugees about to leave for another land.
-
I walked over to them to speak; I said 'what is 
the proclamation you were reading aloud this 
morning at the entrance?' They looked at me  -  
we all knew this was but an instant, and not 
some historic moment of memory. 'That was
our proclamation  -  we have started a movement
anew for the individual rights of free men.'
-
I wanted to say 'you do not need to do this,
you are here in America.' But I knew that was
not any longer true  -  men are in chains everywhere.
Tired and true, and unaware, but in chains.

18. THIS MANNERED ANNULMENT

THIS MANNERED ANNULMENT
They have taken down the signs.
They live for the day. Ages await.
As do I - calling like a prophet.
Bring your dogs home, they have
become too lethal for this day:
modern Man does know the news;
modern Man assumes and proclaims;
his nothingness is of a constant cycle.
-
Kids dance on the Brooklyn rooftop;
they are drunk enough not to know the
weather  -  12 degrees is not so happy a
step, even when sober.

Friday, February 6, 2015

17. WE CAN MAKE THE BUTTERFLIES APPEAR

WE CAN MAKE THE 
BUTTERFLIES APPEAR
Even as we want to : they linger with a vamp of
beauty on the wing. They have no place to stay
but to continually move, and somehow to them
places on the globe are dreams. And they move.

16. I'M BREAKING UP

I'M BREAKING UP
This consciousness is all compromise :
red sweaters, black coats, hammers and
steel. My eyes have to focus on higher
things : the cloud of realization floats in.
-
Fragmentary colorations are breaking the
lines. You will say one thing, and it will
itself say a hundred more things. Such
flames light up a distant dark.


Tuesday, January 20, 2015

15. COMPLAINT

COMPLAINT
This swan dive, gentlemen, will be the last.
Between us, these sorts of theatrics are over.
-
'You have never given us a chance, never
listened to our words nor even let us
speak. You enter the forum as if you're
in charge. The crowd cheers, yes,
but they would cheer for anyone.'
-
...It's always like this : at the 12th St. Bookstore,
the 2nd Ave. Deli, McSorley's or even at
The White Horse. Everywhere, 
people are lined up for a sighting.
-
I often chuckle to myself.
Your hammer is held high,
above your head; like something
to be feared, something about to strike.

14. MEMORY

MEMORY
A father's bathmat,
a set of beliefs
once forced to be
stood upon, now
grown slippery,
slippery with
doubt and regret.
The disbelief of any
flowers in bloom.
The wide-gape of
womanhood
blooming,
replaced in new light
by the endless array of choices
as represented by
shoe after shoe after shoe :
engathered like dust
in your own
personal
ensaving
bag.

13. PORNOGRAPHIC GOD

PORNOGRAPHIC GOD
I
am the
God of
your
belly
spilling
milk white
seed allover
your skin -
one slick
elongated
pull-out
at the
very
last
moment
in
time.

12. POETRY NOTEBOOK

POETRY NOTEBOOK
I've got my poetry notebook
in my hand, holding it open towards
the sky as I sit in bright sunlight
at Madison Square. The statue of
Admiral Farragut is over my shoulder.
-
He knows nothing, of course, of any of this  -  
like some timeless dead man anywhere, now
he is just a statue. No whistles, no bells.
A few birds whiz by; their swoop
defines my day-dreamed arc.
-
The only words I come up with are vacuous:
'I'm leaving the city at 9:45, got the hots for
you baby, it keeps me alive.'